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Each passing moment is giving me shudders… your my our days are counted now.
Just a few days left.. at most a month. I don’t know the end date but my heart skips a beat when I think of it. After that you’ll be gone.. forever.. ..
I feel so miserable and helpless, jaise band muththi se ret fisalti jaa rahi ho and however tight I am trying to clench my fist, it is slipping away laughing at my helplessness & impotence.
I wish I could do something, I could hold your hand, I could stop you from going, I could.. ..
I could or we could..
I wish we could once again relive those beautiful moments which are etched in my heart forever. Till now there was some false hope, a small ray of delusion as someone quoted somewhere… clinging onto something concrete but we knew it had to happen… the inevitable end had to come.
What an irony ! We know the end still yearn for the impossible.
There is everything in life and life is going to be everything but there will ALWAYS be an inexplicable void within.
And my heart promises me, it won’t let you go from my life. NEVER.
As I write this, I feel a prick in the heart and a silent tear rolls down.. ..
Will you ever forgive me for something which was not really in my hands ? Will you ever understand this me ?
Current song- Rahein Na Rahein Hum, Mehka Karenge – Lata Mangeshkar
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