Guilty
I think I have made him crippled.
Forever.
He is warped now… beyond recovery.
He can not go anywhere. However hard he tries to manage without me, he can not.
I feel guilty. But happy too.
I changed him.
He, who the world thought was very strong, became the weakest person on this earth. Kneeling down he submitted himself to my cruelty. He had to. I became his master. Reins are in my hand now.
I feel guilty. But happy too.
——————
He took revenge.
He shook me up from my dreams. And held me by my throat, asphyxiating.
My eyes glued to his face, trembling hands trying to hold him. He moved farther.
His animal eyes piercing me, searching for places of his loot in my twitching body.
He feels guilty but happy too.
He crushed my ribs, strangulated me with his strong noose. Kissed, smelt and caressed my hair.
I succumbed to his cruelty without uttering a word. He became my master.
I rest in peace.. .. in his clasp.
He feels guilty but happy too.
We both are guilty but happy too.
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Tarun said,
May 17, 2009 @ 1:12 am
Didnt get the whole thing
sumit said,
May 17, 2009 @ 4:15 pm
excellent. n believe it or not, reading this piece is kinda deja vu for me.
Iceman said,
May 17, 2009 @ 9:59 pm
Hahaha…
good one… awesome one actually!
but in our (me & my DW) no guilt… only happiness!
Cuckoo said,
May 18, 2009 @ 10:19 am
Tarun,
It is easy, at the same time complicated to understand.
Sam,
Glad that you could understand it. I am not able to visit any blogs so don’t know what’s happening on yours. How was your exams ? Over ?
Iceman,
Thank you. This is guilt in happiness.
You mean your would be DW ?
As far as I remember the date was in July. 
Keep coming, man.
Abhi said,
May 18, 2009 @ 6:23 pm
Hmm, nice one.. I would only say what finally matters is being happy.
So don’t worry about the guilt.
sumit said,
May 19, 2009 @ 9:52 pm
oh yes!! its been 2 weeks now… though no breaks have been busy with a simulation n research proposal. this week seems to be a bit relaxed (so far!!)
Deepu said,
May 21, 2009 @ 7:20 am
अब कौन आपके ख्वाब में कब्र रहे हों ?
Cuckoo said,
May 25, 2009 @ 7:13 pm
Deepu,
माफ़ कीजिये, मैं आपका मतलब नहीं समझी |
Sharad said,
July 28, 2009 @ 11:48 pm
wonderful….wonderful….
Cuckoo said,
August 13, 2009 @ 2:24 am
Sharad,
Very few people could understand this piece. I am glad you could.
P.S.- I was traveling and my last 2 posts were scheduled. I know you have been writing 55 word posts and I have been reading them thru my reader.
Sharad said,
August 17, 2009 @ 5:29 pm
I do not know, what I understood is what you meant, but this post is really fantastic…
superb peice of writing… Kudos!!